浑浑噩噩地过日子，心情平静得可怕，丝毫荡不开涟漪，伟义说得对，我好像看开了。
哀莫大于心死，心死了是一件很可怕的事，我不喜欢这种感觉。就算没有值得兴高采烈的欢悦，我也宁愿有撕心裂肺的痛楚，因为那些都是活着的证据。没有感觉就没有排山倒海的创作力量，对一个创作人而言，就像没有了生命的气息。
我的缪斯女神，请让我爱上一个人吧，让我舍得以生命的全部付出。人生到某个阶段，对虚虚实实的爱情看得透了，潜意识一旦察觉异样，就会启动自我防卫系统封锁自己的情感。
《V for Vendetta》中有一幕是女主角读Valerie留下的信笺，里头提到了一个人内心最后一寸的自己。
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Our integrity sells for so little, but it is all we really have. It is the very last inch of us, but within that inch, we are free.
I shall die here. Every inch of me shall perish. Every inch, but one. An Inch, it is small and it is fragile, but it is the only thing the world worth having. We must never lose it or give it away. We must never let them take it from us.
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我也有那最后一寸的自己，我一直在寻找，寻找那个能够让我自愿献出最后一寸自己的女生。
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